The fact that I do not wish to go to the Doctors Office, often times I believe this gets mistaken for a dislike of Doctors in general. While I do believe their schooling is weighted in one direction as opposed to what I think, but I’m biased by the fact I’m allergic to Opium without being Deathly allergic and being a Sociopath, I do not react as “Normal” That I believe is how I “Do Not Fit” into society at large, but this being said I do believe it is also what has kept me from becoming a Psychopath though it could have sent me over the edge also, but there has to be more to it.
I am aware that my history colors my view. but little things like you go to the Dentist and tell.them you have an allergy to Opium their alternatives are..? They could drag out what they need for gasses, but with no history of problems in my dental files do they have any reason to? What I find funny though is that there is Novocaine, but there is no alternatives based on aspirin. Personally aspirin works for me so having an alternative that doesn’t cause me to hallucinate just seems to make sense to me as would developing something along that line first to grab a larger market share. I’m not in marketing though so I have no way to press that issue though.
This being said, I am sure I am in a very small number of people that makes it not profitable enough until the right person is affected. This person is not me so if it is not something I’m willing to change, do I really have a reason to complain? Again as I do not believe in “Right” and “Wrong” as more then nice ways to color ones view and for better or worse have adopted the title of “Clinically Insane”; I do not believe it to be my place to directly affect the situation. I just watch the goings on and can pick out other items in life in the same positions and find my entertainment there and yet nothing changes as I do nothing, but watch as events unfold.
In the grand “scheme” of things I maybe a bit deluded, but I am willing to admit that, where the common working theory seems to be answer the question so you can organize the proof and then ask the question. I personally see that somewhat as putting the cart before the horse so to speak, but that being the case there is no guarantees in life and that adds that air of excitement I think. That is my cross as a Sociopath, without a firm grasp of emotion I have stepped into two guns in my lifetime and gave an Ultimatum which obviously turned out well for me, but it is not a “Death Wish” as much as I know the weakness of all weapons is that the one wielding it needs to be willing to use it and I know it and the “Which will they choose?” question drives a bit of emotion which I lack a grasp on, so this is a quick “Down and Dirty” when the opportunity presents itself. Granted I am better then some at getting myself into those situations and yet I have only had it happen to me twice,
The ideas are simple, but I believe that simple human greed is setting up road blocks simply keeping the things that will help not profitable enough to develop. The thing as I see it is little things such as Viagra being developed as a blood pressure medicine and it is not sold for that reason. So things are not being developed because those “Happy Accidents” are just that, accidents which are not the intended purpose. Now the fact that they know what the chemicals do when they interact together in the human body and personally I believe that is where the human race should begin, but human greed defines what “We the People” work on and work with.
I do get the ideas on the whole make sense, but like the speed of light. That was calculated how and when this, being said our current technology give us what advantage over the time frame in question? If E=MC² doesn’t use the correct variable for the speed of light… Personally I am of the opinion it should be E=MΦ³, but tearing up current thought will make it so that “The Powers that Be” hold tighter to their beliefs rather then test them and possibly prove them wrong.
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